Saturday, July 19, 2008

End of "Life"

After closely examining things and on introspection, I have come to a conclusion about my article related to life, to be more precise and specific "my life," that I should end it here rather than exaggerating it or holding it up for ridicule or pathetic reactions.

Now, I feel at this part of my life, I have become stoic and in virtue of being so, what I express most of the time because of my alternating mood, doesn't make sense to myself. In the mood of contradicting and approving myself, I feel I sound totally nonsense of me being sympathetic and emotional, which at this part of my life I would totally hate to be, and in fact, the circumstance and situations in my life would not allow me to be so. I feel, everybody's life is different and unique. Each one of us would have had and have been having ups and downs, pros and cons in every nook and corner of our lives. Having said that, how can I think or imagine that my life is different than any human being dead or alive. I know am contradicting my feelings (in fact myself), which I expressed in my first article, but there is no other choice, I cannot live in the dream land and brood over my past experiences. I got to live with the reality and be practical and ultimately human. So here I am ending "My Life" (in words) and ready to explore, accepting whatever comes to me, fighting and facing the all kinds of challenges ahead of me and also learn to enjoy the sin wave of life.